Tip of the Hat to the New Librarians

I’d like to give a metaphorical tip of the hat to all of the new librarians erupting from schools across the country this weekend!

But in particular to a few I know and am fond of, Congrats!

Dorothea Salo in WI :: thanks for being you and putting some of that into CavLec.  Good luck with the job search and I’ll be anxiously waiting to see how CavLec evolves because or despite a certainly forthcoming job

A little closer to home at our own humble schoolhouse:

Jenny Benevento; now aka Professor J :: thanks for still being my friend despite our little early misunderstanding

Kristin Hungerford :: thanks for being so nice and letting me practice my stories on you

Dennis Kim-Prieto :: thanks for a wonderful Thanksgiving last year with you and your amazing family

And to all the others too numerous to mention, congratulations and job well done!

Off to see the wizard…

…oh, sorry, that’s someone else.

I’m heading to the student health clinic in an hour.  I honestly can’t believe that I got an appt. today, much less a convenient one.

My throat started aching a little bit a few days ago.  I assumed it was just my year-round seasonal allergies that are, of course, a bit worse in spring.  Beautiful things flowering, me stopping to smell the flowers (literally), starting running again, sleeping with the windows open, actually spending some time in my dusty apt., and so on.  But it has been getting worse and today it really hurts and is constricting making it hard to swallow.

I called about 10:50 AM and got an appt. for 12:15 PM.  Quite unbelievable really.  Then again it is the last day of finals and people are more worried about leaving town or graduating than they are about going to the clinic I imagine.  Have to work at 2 PM so the timing is great!

So here’s hoping it’s just allergies….


Update:  The Wiz says my throat looks OK, but she did a complete culture anyway as there are several things going around.  I get to call the clinic tomorrow AM to find out the results.  In the meantime, the lozenges she gave me help a little.  And according to her we’re having a nasty spring allergy-wise this year.  Here’s hoping…but it still hurts.


Update 2:  My results never got posted to the phone message so I had to call the Dial-A-Nurse.  After discussing my new symptoms she decided I needed to come to the Acute Care Clinic today and get seen again.  This doctor decided I have an infection in my right ear (rare for people in my age group, he says) and gave me an antibiotic. 

So I hope I haven’t been infecting people with something they haven’t diagnosed yet, and I hope I’m healthy enough come Monday to start my 2-week class; that is, that I don’t get worse.

’til we out number ‘em :17: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

‘til we out number ‘em – arlo guthrie with all severance hall cast (‘til we out number ‘em – the songs of woody guthrie, © 2000)

2 Mar  Do kids learn this song (This Land Is your Land) anymore?  I fell out laughing when we got to the end the 1st time I heard this!  People would’ve thought I was insane…  Maybe I’ll end with it.

And deep in the hollow of the log
Above all of the noise outside
The Mama rabbit looked at the Papa rabbit
She said “You know Pop, I don’t believe wre’re gonna get out of this alive.”
And the Papa Rabbit just smiled, he said, “ Well, that’s all right.  We’ll just stay here ‘til we out number ‘em.”

My greatest fear is that we never will out number them…

My Friends :16: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

My Friends – Dar Williams (End Of The Summer, © 1997)

”He’s a quiet man,” that’s all she said,
And a thoughtful man, it’s just he likes to keep his thoughts up in his head.
And we finally meet, and she tries to draw him out a bit,
She says, “He’s writing something,
Hey now, why don’t you talk about it?”
And he doesn’t make a sound,
He’s just staring at his coffee,
And I know there’s all this beauty and this greatness she’ll defend,
But I think it’s in my friend.

And if I had a camera
Showing all the light we give
and showing where the light extends,
I’d give it to me friends.

Sometimes I see myself fine, sometimes I need a witness.
And I like the whole truth,
but there are nights I only need forgiveness.
Sometimes they say, “I don’t know who you are
but let me walk with you some.”
And I say, “I am alone, that’s all,
you can’t save me from all the wrong I’ve done.”

But they’re waiting just the same,
With their flashlights and their semaphores,
And I act like I have faith and like that faith never ends
But I really just have friends.

I always seem to think that I’ve shared this song more with people than I have.  I guess that it’s because I have recorded it twice & even put it on a disc I made & gave to Katie entitled Katie – Songs to help you get through the day.  I originally recorded it on Mill 7, which is just shorthand for the 7th disc I made for myself starting on 1 Jan 01.  It doesn’t even have a name yet since life just gets in my way sometimes, but was recorded from 23 May to 17 Jul 01.  2001 was a horrible year for me in many ways.  I had to choose to end what I though t was my most important relationship with someone I thought was my ‘best friend.’  Clearly, I was wrong about that, but this song was for my real friends, people like Joan, Katie, Leigh & Shane….

So here’s the note from Katie – 2 Jul  This song is so beautiful!  It makes me cry every time I listen to it.  How do I ever forget how good friends feel?

Work For Peace :15: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

Work For Peace – Gil Scott Heron (gascd, © 2001)

28 Feb PM This song has just been speaking to me since I got the CD… 

2 Mar AM  Secret bunkers, clandestine Cold War governments, soldiers into Yemen, Hindu & Muslim slaughter in India, Israel & Palestine, new bombing ops in Afghanistan…

Americans no longer fight to keep their shores safe
Just to keep the jobs going in the arms making workplace
And then they pretend to be gripped by some sort of political reflex
But all they’re doing is paying dues to the military-industrial complex.
Military and the monetary…

The military and the monetary get together whenever they think its necessary
They turn our brothers and sisters into mercenaries
They are turning the planet into a cemetery

The military and the monetary use the media as an intermediary
As they are determined to keep the citizens secondary…

But the ship of state had landed on an economic reef
so we knew he was going to bring us messages of grief

The military and the monetary were shielded by January & went storming into February [and blitzkrieged into March…]

They took the honor from the honorary
They took the dignity from the dignitary…
But they left the bitch in obituary

…kept us all wondering if all of this was really truly necessary
you got to work for peace
peace ain’t coming this way

If everyone believed in peace the way they say they do
We’d have peace
The only thing wrong with peace
Is you can’t make no money from it

What you gonna do?

They got folks out there working for war
Start a little trouble over here, what you got is war…

Turn this planet into North & South, it’s war…

So this is a song about tomorrow
And about how tomorrow can be better
If we all
Each one reach one
Each one try to teach one…

Work for peace


Unfortunately this song is still as relevant today as it was over 3 years ago.  When will we wake up America?

Moon River :14: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

Moon River – Henry Mancini, His Orchestra & Chorus (Breakfast At Tiffany’s, 12/8/60)

Full moon in Jan / 1st quarter after new moon of Year of the Horse on my BD / 27 Feb Full moon & Ladysmith concert with Katie…

Off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after the same rainbow’s end…
Moon River and me.

Watched this the evening of 25 Jan to get calmed & settled down.  I never sat down & watched this movie until about 2 years ago but I loved this Mancini song (and knew it was a Mancini song) even when I was a kid.

Straight Lines :13: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

Straight Lines – Christian Doscher (gascd, © 2001)

1-2 March  For last night or today.  1st big snowstorm of winter predicted.

Weatherman calls for snow
And I say let it fall
Cover this cold hard ground…

All the people out in the street
We seem never ever meant to meet
Drawing the straight lines
Having our hard times
We’re trying to make our lives complete

Tell me which one suffers more
The loser or the lost
One pays the price
The other the cost

All the people out in the street
We seem never ever ever meant to meet…

Keep trying to make our lives complete
Don’t stop now
Keep trying…

It has far more than a snow reference, that just makes it fit more timely.  It is one of the several stellar songs on the gascd that really seem to speak to me about our society & why I can’t seem to find a comfortable place within it.


BTW, since this is #13 it is a good time to wish everyone a Happy Friday the 13th!   You do believe Friday the 13th is a good day, don’t you?  Just another one of those little cultural  inconsistencies I noticed around the 2nd grade or so.  Of course, if you believe it is bad day then the littlest paper cut or sideways glance from someone is going to give a bad color to your whole day.  How silly is that?  So, just notice the smile that a stranger gives you for no reason or the dime you found on the sidewalk and it will be a good day!  Now, if I could only make that logic work all the other days of the year….

I Love Myself Today :12: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

I Love Myself Today – Bif Naked (Purge, © 2001)

My new anthem!

I love myself today!
Not like yesterday.
I’m cool!  I’m calm!
I’m gonna’ be ok!  Uh huh

…I’m on fire – too hot to touch

Gonna’ step right up
Spit-shine my soul
I’m gonna’ be proud and loud
and outa control!

I’m lookin’ in the mirror
And I like what I see:
I’ve lost the fear and the horror
That’s been eating at me

I’ve had enough.  Made up my mind.
I’m gonna get up and out and wahhh!

I love myself today!

I just wish that I could believe it more often throughout the day(s)…

Bif, my girl, what would I do without you?  You may not be prolific as Ani, but you’re just as damn good!

Hold On :11: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

Hold On – Bif Naked (Purge, © 2001)

Another one from me to me…

Baby I’m angry. Baby I’m scared.
We’re living in a dark time,
And nobody cares.
Baby, I’m tired. Life isn’t fair.
You are the only one
Who will always be there.

Baby, I’m sorry – I don’t mean to cry.
But, I never needed you more
Than I need you tonight.

Hold on to me
Say you’ll always love me…

Hold on baby
Say you’ll never leave me
Promise that you will hold on

I’m a small honeybee…

The last few months have been one hell of a ride…

Sitting Here In Limbo :10: Of lunacy and lunar cycles…

22 Feb  Grateful Dawg at the Normal Theater

Just got home from Grateful Dawg.  It was incredible, need to get it & put something here, possibly Sitting Here In Limbo

Sitting Here In Limbo – Jerry Garcia & David Grisman (Grateful Dawg soundtrack, © 2001)

Sitting here in limbo
Like a bird without a song…

Sitting here in limbo
Got some time to search my soul…

I don’t know what life will show me
But I know what I’ve seen
I can’t say where life will lead me
But I know where I’ve been
Shine my hand in love and friendship…

Sitting here in limbo
Knowing that I have to go…

A hopeful song about despair…  Does that make sense to anyone but me? 

Bought the Grateful Dawg DVD & CD on 24 Feb. 

Grateful Dawg is, in the words of the director & main cinematographer (if you can give that title to the maker of home movies), “a homemade patchwork quilt, with all the stitching shown.  I never set out to make a slick concert film.  Mine is simply an intimate portrait of two musical friends: their history, dynamics, and the laughs and licks they shared.”