Why I blog

Travis Ennis of Travis Ennis’ Weblog asks "Why do we blog? MLS/IS Student bloggers that is."

This question seems to be one that I have to constantly revisit myself as it recurs across the blogosphere in different contexts, and in my own life.  The answer is an ever evolving one for me, although I believe there may be some underlying "structure."  With that in mind, here are some excerpts from a few previous posts where I made statements of relevance to this question:

It is an experiment in self-expression, cultural critique, and the use of social software.  I, for one, do not expect that I have anything more important to say than most others.  But, I have been told several times lately by people whom I respect that I need to say some of the things I have said to them to a wider audience.  This is one attempt to do so.
So, what is this about, and for? (1st post)  29 Jan 05

While it may not have been my explicit intention when I started this blog back in January, it is now one of my primary intentions, which I am now stating publicly, to use this blog as a means to stitch my life together into a coherent whole—past, present, future, academic interests, hobbies, family, friends, enemies, loves, hates, desires, fears, hopes, thoughts, wishes.
Blogging as Metaphor  9 May 05

For me, feedback is one of, if not the main, reason for blogging. … Maybe there’s a metaphor in this that I’ll use for my blogging.   It is blogging as the peer review process in action.   Just a bit more public, and a bit less anonymous.   I have a lot of respect for the peer review process, not because I particularly believe in it, but because it has turned out so much that I value.   It has also turned out a whole load of horse pitooey!
Blogging in the Academy (Tribble escapade)  21 Jul 05

My "concern," if you can even call it that, is that I don’t write much that I would think fits in these categories.  Of course, what the reader thinks is of more import in this case.  See,  I don’t think of myself as an MLS student blogger.  I am one, of course.  But I am also a divorced middle-aged male blogger.  And an Army retiree blogger.  And the father of an active duty soldier who has been to Iraq blogger.  Ad infinitum or is that nauseum?

The point is that I am a blogger who happens to be an MLS student.  I do write a bit about the profession and some of my experiences in school, but I don’t think of myself in the same vein as (I do of) Joy or Meredith.  They both stay rather focused on the school/field thing and I don’t; and yes, I know Meredith has graduated.  There are a lot of people in me, and I am fighting to keep them a (somewhat) coherent whole despite what my culture would prefer.  There is no separation of roles here, or at least I am trying for that.  It is an evolution for me; certainly not any intelligent design here.
MLS student bloggers  12 Aug 05

I did, in fact, use Joy’s initial post and my musings to decide to try and focus a bit more in my blog, for now anyway.  But it was because Joy’s timing was good (for me), not because she made me think I had to.  But, I also decided to stay myself.  I am one person who does many different things and has many different interests, but I am not a collection of roles.  I am a whole person.
MLS Student Bloggers ‘R’ Us  28 Aug 05

So, why do I, as an MLS student, blog? 

So far, in my writings on the topic there seems to be three major metaphorical themes: experiment, sewing/stitching the pieces of my life together, peer review.  To that list, I think I’d have to add the search for community.  Of course, that was already implicit in the three previous themes. 

So the simple reason(s) why I blog:

I blog to express myself.
I blog to make and shape meaning in my life and to remember.
I blog for community and connection.

The Carnival and I need your help

The Carnival and I need your help!  The 12 or so folks who read this regularly, and even those of you just recently dropping by.  We seem to be hitting a trough here and I’d like to aim for at least a slightly higher plateau than we’ve been to yet.

I simply cannot read many more blogs than I do now, and it is hard to find the ones I don’t already know about.  I have been trying to branch further afield.   For instance, I looked at every blog in bentley’s "This Week in LibraryBlogLand" for this week that I wasn’t already familiar with.  But I do not have time to go through every blog in Walt’s spreadsheet like a did several weeks back.

I am assuming that you folks read some blogs that I do not; I believe that is a safe assumption, even if I can name a couple that we probably all read.

So what can you do to help?  Send me recommendations!  Good stuff that takes a fresh look at an issue, or says something witty, or shows a stereotype busting side of librarians, and so on would be appreciated.  And then do the same next week for Jane.  And the week after….

I have one submission so far. And it is something I had already chose myself.  Sure, I had hoped the author would submit it, but I had it on the draft post as one of my picks in case they didn’t.

Feel free to let others know to make submissions and/or recommendations, too.  mark dot lindner at insightbb dot com is where to send them.

One last comment.  Could some of the "bigger names" in the biblioblogosphere either suggest we drop this project or support us by at least mentioning the Carnival once in a while so that some of the 100s or even 1000s of people who read them regularly but don’t read those of us participating have some way to find out about it?

I’m not pointing any fingers here because there can be loads of legitimate reasons why we haven’t gotten a little "airplay" from these folks.  And if I missed someone "big" who did comment on it, I apologize.  But I just did a Google Blog search on some of our leadings lights for "carnival" and nada.

So if we’re just wasting our time in your opinion, please let us know.  If we are doing something worthwhile in your opinion, then how about spreading the word?

[By the way, that is probably a rhetorical question to the ether, because I'm not deluding myself that any of the leading lights are reading this.  And to the 12 or so people who do read, please be assured that you are all leading lights in my world!]

Blogs as recruitment?

Steven Cohen of Library Stuff asks about "Using Blogs as a Recruitment Tool"? 

I posted a comment, but thought I’d expand a bit more here.

As a current LIS student, I just don’t see how this would work without
some serious censorship, self- or school imposed. I don’t know any students who are always upbeat about their experiences here.

And while we all have had some outstanding experiences to relate that might work for recruitment efforts, I would seriously question the integrity of the person who only reported the "good" stuff. But then, I question all marketing.

From the article Steven points to:

Though the blogs are sanctioned by Ball State as a recruitment tool,
school officials insist the online documents are uncensored.

Jerrick Adams, a Delta High School junior, said the concept  might benefit teens shopping for a college if it’s done right.

"It sounds like a good idea, but I’m just wondering how honest these students will be," said Adams. "It’s an issue that could come into play."

Not to pick on the youngun’s but if a HS junior can see the self-censorship issue here…?

Could this work?  Sure, but only in certain ways.  If the students(s) selected are one or more of the following:

  • "Cheerleaders"
  • Highly atypical, in that they enjoy every assignment, professor,….
  • Willing to self-censor for the "good of the department."

Now, one might ask what is the difference between this and some current
student bloggers, or even what is expected of the professional
librarian in regards to her own institution?  On one hand, the
differences are minimal or even non-existent one could argue, on the
other, they are fairly large.

I am not disparaging any personal bloggers who have blogged about their LIS education.  All I am saying is that they most likely censored themselves.  They wrote only about positive experiences or if they wrote about negative ones, then it was probably a highly specific case and was also probably worded more carefully than normal (Including myself here).

For instance, see this excerpt from Joy’s "What I don’t blog."

When I get together with other students we complain–a lot. I believe it is an inalienable right of students who have little choice but to jump through each hoop whether it seems to be the right hoop at the right time to us or not. We need outlets and I prefer venting with other students rather than my husband. Or the readers of this blog. Complaints are boring unless you happen to also be trying to figure out how to handle an on-line assignment that still has a vestige of a blue book exam.

But I also don’t complain much on my blog because I don’t want my teachers to read about my problems here. (Not that I believe any of the teachers at my school read my blog, but they could.)
If I have a problem that I should bring up to a teacher, that’s what they invented email and the telephone for. Just as Rochelle, Dorothea, and Meredith wrote about in relation to work, I also want to retain an
aura of professionalism on my blog by not dissing teachers or the school in a public forum over momentary frustrations. I chose this path and I like it, teachers and school included. My blog is about the path, not the momentary frustrations.

I agree entirely with Joy.  We students do compain a lot.  (Kind of reminds me of being in the Army.)  And we deserve to be able to complain, but it must be kept in context.  But if potential recruits, er sorry, students, only see the good then they are getting an inaccurate picture.

And to blog as part of a "recruitment campaign" would imply even greater censorship, self or otherwise.  Because I can guarantee you that the schools do not want what the current students are discussing at the coffee house, in the lab, or wherever to be blogged, and especially not as part of a recruiting tool.

It may work for Ball State, but it will be because undergrads are different in their information needs than grad students for so many reasons.  See the article, they’re talking about what life on campus is "really like," does it snow all the time, dorm room life, blah blah blah. Most grad students are well aware of how to find out that information.  More importantly, their questions about what life on campus is really like are in no way the same questions as some kid in high school.  The questions will be completely different if only because they have already been on a campus for a while, and they are older. 

So, yes, I can see this working for undergraduate recruitment.  And maybe even on some level for graduate recruitment but, especially in the case of graduate education, I would argue that it in no way would be truly honest in regards to what is really important to potential students.

And as an aside on Joy’s post, I too do not humor myself that my professors read my blog.  But I know for a fact that one of my prof’s (my advisor) is aware of it and has at least looked at my interdisciplinary stuff because I pointed it out to her.

So, will some school try it?  Probably.  And maybe even because they saw it on Library Stuff.  I just hope none of the selected student bloggers try to look me in the eye and tell me they are being fully honest and are uncensored.  It’s rude to laugh in people’s faces.

Tag! I’m it!

Looks like I’m the host for next weeks Carnival of the Infosciences #9.  So get those posts written, and submit them to me at mark dot lindner at insightbb dot com.  Recommendations of others’ writings are also encouraged.  But really, you can write well too.  I have no doubts.

Again, we need more hosts, hostesses, ring leaders, barkers, or whatever else you desire to be called while you’re the boss and editor.  Very painless application processOne submission to the Carnival at any (previous) point, and send a note to Greg.

If you are already writing for your blog, I assume that means you want it read, so why not submit it?  Don’t feel your typical posts are worthy?  Well, that’s your issue, but why not challenge yourself to write at a slightly "higher" level just once in a while then?

Heck people!  If I’m allowed to do this, then you are too.  There are no "You must be at least this tall" signs around this Carnival.

Carnival of the Infosciences #8

Carnival of the Infosciences #8 has hit the midway and Dave, The Industrial Librarian, has done a bang-up job!

I’m looking forward to reading many of the articles as there are a bunch I haven’t seen yet this week.  Awesome!

We’re still looking for a host for next week.  I have actually told Greg I’d do it if no one else steps forward, but I’d certainly like to see some new blood, as they say.  There are supposedly over 200 library-related blogs out there, c’mon people!  It really is painless.

Rain and other dreariness

I’m sitting down by the highway
Down by that highway side
Everybody’s going somewhere
Riding just as fast as they can ride
Well I guess they’ve got a lot to do
Before they can rest assured
Their lives are justified
Pray to God for me babe
He can let me slide

Well I’ve been up and down this highway
Far as my eyes can see
No matter how fast I run
I can never seem to get away from me
No matter where I am
I can’t help thinking I’m just a day away
From where I want to be

Jackson Browne – "Your Bright Baby Blues" from The Pretender © 1976

What a dreary and rainy day.  I guess it’s our little Midwest bit of Rita remnants for the next day or so.  Still hopin’ to see a note from Jane, Ranger and David soon.

I guess I should be happy ’bout it for today anyway as it is helping keep me somewhat focused on my Collection Development homework that’s due tomorrow.  I’ve been making pretty good progress since finishing the newspaper and then breakfast this morning.

Called Mom earlier to chat for a while.  She had a knee replaced on Monday and is now in a rehab place.  Luckily, it is near my sister and her family so they can visit.  She keeps asking me how I’m doing and I usually give a barely circumspect answer.  Sometimes I feel bad because she’s about the only person I have to actually complain to, and it isn’t like she doesn’t have enough of her own troubles.

I also scared up some snipppets from previous posts to put something together to send to Travis Ennis, per Joy, on why as a MLIS student I blog.  I’ll flesh it out over the next couple of days, after tomorrow’s homework is due.

I did make a submission, which consists of a sort of three-way conversation, for this week’s Carnival too.

I also finished the Adventures of Huckleberry Finn today during one of my breaks from homework.  I enjoyed it and I think the last two sentences are a good metaphor for my relationship to my society:

But I reckon I got to light out for the Territory ahead of the rest, because Aunt Sally she’s going to adopt me and sivilize me and I can’t stand it. I been there before.

Collection Development and Angel’s fine

Took myself to Crane Alley for a couple Guinness and beet chips with goat cheese dip while sitting outside working on my Collection Development assesment and evaluation plan.

I’m writing up a plan that considers the UIUC LIS Library collection, along with online materials available through the UIUC Library Gateway, for support of cataloging and classification education and the continuing education of catalogers and metadata librarians.  Can’t really say I know what I’m doing, but I’m giving it my best anyway and learning in the process.  Luckily, it isn’t really going to be implemented so it only has to show that I’ve given it some thought.  And due to page limits it can only contain so much.  I’d be doing a lot more if it were for real.

Angel and family are fine; others still pending

Once I got home and had an internet connection again I was overjoyed to see I had a comment from Angel saying that he and his family were safe.  I still haven’t seen or heard anything from Jane, Ranger, or David.  See my post This Rita is NOT lovely nor a meter maid for links to their blogs and for Angel’s comment.

Carnival-related info

Greg is looking for hosts folks.  I’d hate to think this is not the community for such a thing.  Take a look at your calendar and step up.

Hosting schedule
Submission and Hosting Guidlelines

To be a host you have to have submitted an entry at some point.  I know there are folks who have submitted posts who haven’t hosted yet.  And I am sure there are legitimate reasons to submit and not host, so I’m not really trying to twist any arms here. 

I am unsure about Greg’s interpretation, but I’d certainly be willing to vote for hosting privileges if you’ve ever had a submission included, whether you submitted it yourself or whether someone recommended it.  But for those sorts of "rule interpretations" we need a community first.

Billions in aid, why not?

When these folks have donated more than $5 billion between them, then come ask me for more.

US wealthiest worth $1 trillion

That’s 400 Americans who are worth $1.13 trillion dollars between them.  Individual wealth.

That shit ain’t even funny.  Nobody, and I mean nobody is worth that kind of money.  Nor, in my opinion, should they be allowed to have that much money.  And yes, I realize that claim may violate some of my other beliefs, but feel free to go ahead and point out the discrepancies.  That way I can adjust the other beliefs so they do jibe with this one.

Rowling joins Forbes billionaires

And I’m not claiming Rowling should help bail out the US Gulf States, just that, again, no one should have this much personal wealth.  I’m glad she isn’t an unemployed single mother anymore.  I truly am.  But this shit just don’t wash.

Them damn books aren’t that good.  And yes, I read the first several and will read the rest someday.  I liked them.  I did.  But I could name so many other writers that are far, far better.  And saying far more important things if people would only listen.

I don’t think governments should take these folks money.  Maybe they should be forced to donate most of it to good causes.  No hidden slushy trust fund deals, but real assistance to real people the world over. 

And yes, I know that Bill Gates gives away an awful lot of money.  But:

Microsoft boss Bill Gates kept top spot for a 12th year, and widened the gap on investment guru Warren Buffett. [$51 billion]

The man is worth 51 billion dollars!  He needs to give away at least $30 billion more.  And more like $50 billion would be far better.

Missin’ the point

"But hang it, Jim, you’ve clean missed the point—blame it, you’ve missed it a thousand mile."

"Who? Me? Go ‘long. Doan talk to me ’bout yo’ pints. I reck’n I knows sense when I sees it; ; en dey ain’ no sense in sich doin’s as dat. De ‘spute warn’t ’bout half a chile, de ‘spute was ’bout a whole chile; en de man dat think he kin settle a ‘spute ’bout a whole chile wid a half a chile, doan’ know enough to come in out’n de rain. Doan’ talk to me ’bout Sollermun, Huck, I knows him by de back."

"But I tell you you don’t get the point."

"Blame de pint! I reck’n I knows what I knows. En mine you, de real pint is down furder—it’s down deeper. It lays in de way Sollermun was raised. You take a man dat’s got on’y one er two chillen; is dat man gwyne to be waseful o’ chillen? No, he ain’t; he can’t ‘ford it. He know how to value ‘em. But you take man dat’s got ’bout five million chillen runnin’ roun’ de house, en it’s diffunt. He as soon chop a chile in two as a cat. Dey’s plenty mo’. A chile er two, mo’ or less, warn’t no consekens to Sollermun, dad fetch him!"

Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain. From The Portable Mark Twain. New York: Penguin Books, 2004: p. 202-3. (Sorry about the Amazon link, but this edition didn’t turn up locally via Open WorldCat Lookup.)


See, a little banned book readin’ ain’t hurt no one.  Just doin’ my part to keep ‘merica free.

And for any of you out dere who stumble by here and think George W. is a wise man, think of this as a parable.  You do know what a parable is don’ you’?  I mean yo’ has read ‘em in your Testament, hain’t yo’?  But the problem is, dese not GWB’s chillen he’s choppin’ in two.

The Professor and the Librarian

If you haven’t done so yet, go read Comrades-in-Arms: The Professor and the Librarian by Rochelle at Random Access Mazar and then Joining the Club by Dorothea at Caveat Lector.

It is a healthy discussion of the highly variable relationship between the teaching/research faculty and the academic librarian.    I find it funny that Dorothea and I posted the first two comments to Rochelle’s post almost simultaneously the other day.  I thought I was posting the first comment but by the time I hit submit Dorothea had already done so.

It would be hard for there to be 2 completely different comments.  But knowing Dorothea I was looking forward to her response, which is now up.  I also knew I’d agree with her too.

I guess, for me, Rochelle’s view is a hope, a goal, a dream maybe.  But it is a positive outlook in my life.

And that’s the crux of it, always. We want the teaching faculty (and by this I mean anyone from the rank of associate professor on up) to see us as their equals, as comrades-in-arms in the daily battle to produce good scholarship, excellent graduates, and better the general welfare of our shared institution and Knowledge in general. We want a standing invitation to the faculty club. We don’t want to be seen as the help.

Rochelle brings out a lot of good points as to how we can possibly be seen as more than the help.  Read it.

Also for me, Dorothea’s view is extremely realistic and may be the best attainable on anything more than a small, local scale.  And for Dorothea, it is exactly the above quote that causes her most cynical reaction.  And she’s right.  It isn’t us, but is generally the faculty.

With all due respect, I don’t think the problem there is us. The problem there is faculty: to be specific, a large (though not, of course, all-encompassing) faction among faculty who simply cannot respect any path but theirs. They can’t imagine that librarians are highly educated, because in their rarefied world, all the highly-educated people are faculty. They can’t imagine that librarians are smart, ditto. Nor can they admit that anyone but they has a stake in the business of information.

And I have to agree, there is an alarmingly similar situation between (many) librarians and the "help."  I’ve walked that walk as both student worker and as paraprofessional.  While many librarians were more than aware of and valued the contributions of everyone involved, many, including a few whom I could name that are considered to be the consummate professional, disdained everyone and all work that wasn’t "Librarian."  Most of you can’t begin to imagine how many times I wanted to take all the non-professional staff out of the building and see how long it could operate.  Simple fact is, it wouldn’t.

Dorothea has a lot more of value to say, read it if you haven’t.

So how is it that I agree with both, you may ask?  Simple.  I tend to think that what Dorothea wrote is sad but generally true.  We are and always will be the "help" in the academy.  But that does not preclude what Rochelle is experiencing on a small and local scale from holding true also.

While not a professional librarian yet, I have and still do experience what Rochelle is describing in various small-scale undertakings and communities of practice.

When I was a paraprofessional in charge of electronic reserves much of the teaching faculty acted as if I was just the "help," as if my job was to satisfy them in the manner and timeframe they desired.  But there were also a handful or two who were always most appreciative of what we did, and treated me and even my student worker as an equal in the provision of education to their students.

I have also been involved in several reading/discussion groups as both an undergraduate, graduate student at-large, and as a grad student.  These people in these small groups, most of them full professors, have only ever treated me as an equal with something to contribute.  I have often found this to be the case in most of my classrooms as a student also.  That doesn’t mean that they had nothing to teach me, certainly not.  It only means that they were equally open to learning something from me.

Now these are small-scale operations, often extremely small.  I have lost the desire to pursue the fool’s errand of being seen as an equal by all faculty.  That is simply unattainable.  Matter-of-fact, truth be told, I’d have been happy to stay a paraprofessional if I had been allowed to continue contributing to the mission of education AND I had been able to make an acceptable living at it.

Poverty is no stranger to the library world.  Among the many millions of working poor are quite a few library workers.  Librarians justifiably complain of low salaries but the clerks and technicians around them are paid less for work that is just as hard and takes as many hours.  Some time, take a clerk out to lunch and ask her what it is like to live on a salary that will not permit her to own a house, a salary that puts anything beyond necessities out of reach.

Often, I feel like I’m being downright uppity by becoming a Librarian.  Who am I, a simple lower middle class, blue collar, enlisted soldier, to be a Librarian?  And after reminding myself of the economic argument, I also remind myself that I already have as much education as most dual master degreed or PhD holding librarians or faculty.  But then as Dorothea said much more eloquently, it isn’t about the degrees, it is about wanting and being able to contribute.

So thanks to both Rochelle and Dorothea for an interesting conversation.