I haven’t really been as productive as I’d like lately as far as the blog goes. I’ve been sick and am now getting worse after a small upswing. I’ve also gotten depressed again for many reasons, only a few of which I can put my fingers on.
Reading
I have been reading articles over the past week. I just haven’t felt inspired to write about them. I actually wouldn’t mind writing about the van der Laan article’s but they depress me. Don’t get me wrong I like the articles and the subject matter. It is just depressing material. Anyway, here is some of what I’ve read lately that isn’t directly class related:
van der Laan, J. M. "Faust the Technological Mastermind." Bulletin of Science Technology and Society, Feb 2001; 21: 7 – 13.
van der Laan. J. M. "Neil Postman and the Critique of Technology (In Memory of Neil Postman Who Died on October 5, 2003)." Bulletin of Science Technology and Society, Apr 2004; 24: 145 – 150.
van der Laan. J. M. "Temptation and Seduction in the Technological Milieu." Bulletin of Science Technology and Society, Dec 2004; 24: 509 – 514.
Dogan, Mattei. "The Hybridization of Social Science Knowledge." Library Trends 45, no. 2 (Fall 1996): 296-314.
White, Howard D. "Literature Retrieval for Interdidciplinary Syntheses." Library Trends 45, no. 2 (Fall 1996): 239-264.
Some of the stuff I’ve read for class has been especially infuriating, particularly some of last week’s readings for Change Management. I despise people trying to use science to bolster their touchy-feely arguments when they can’t get the science right. Either admit that you’re using it simply as a metaphor and get on with it, or get the science and its context right.
Socializing
I have been socializing a fair bit lately, this week and the past few. I have met many interesting people, mostly new on campus masters students, but a few other folks too. Friday night, the Urbana Free Library hosted a nice reception with the help of the Champaign Public Library for the faculty, staff and students of the LIS school.
But this socializing, while somewhat entertaining and relaxing, is also part of my depressed state. I really do like "kids," but I need people within 10-12, 15 even years of me that have some interests in common with me. I’m all for learning about new things, but if it is primarily pop culture then I generally don’t care. And hardly anyone wants to discuss anything of substance, they just want to have a good time. WTF? I guess I’m deluding myself as to what constitutes a good time.
There are so many other issues tied up in this, but they can stay off of here I guess. I really don’t care if I’m just some old fuddy-duddy—I am sick though, sick I tell you, of hearing some 24 or even 30 year-old complain about how they’re getting old!—I really don’t. I just want to know when I will find interesting people to hang out with?
I don’t mean to disparage the people I have been hanging out with. They are wonderful, and wonderfully interesting people! They truly are, but they are just so vastly different than me. Or truth be told, I am so vastly different than them. Bottom line, I go out socializing and come home even lonelier than I was before. And maybe it shows.
Carnival
Seems I fell down on the job this week as for a submission or for recommendations. Again, I did try. I just couldn’t come up with anything. I guess I’ve been doing a lot of skimming lately and not much in depth reading of blogs.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of the wonderful people who said nice things about my efforts as host last week. It was fun and a privilege.
I do have to say that it has had a nice impact on my stats. That is certainly not the reason I did it, but it is a nice side benefit. My subscribers in Bloglines have gone up by 50% (from 6 to 9). Wow, careful or I may change the world here. ;-> And the total page views for this past week are a tenth of my total since I started in January. People have been coming in from the blog posts that were included, of course, but other disparate places. Since TypePad only lets me see a few of the stats and referer links the earlier, interesting ones are gone. <sigh>
Talk Like a Pirate Day
Tomorrow is Talk Like a Pirate Day, and Team Awesome is having a little pirate feasty aboard our cutter, ITD 318. Thanks to my not feeling well I wussed out and bought stuff to share instead of making something. The logistics were the big issue with what I wanted to make. Getting it to school/work and keeping it warm, etc. But I did pick up some Pirate’s Booty to share, along with other swag.
Tomorrow it’d be in your best interest, landlubber, to address me as Pirate Argus the Cash-Strapped. Consider yeself warned!