Owwww!squared; maybe cubed

So I got an emergency dental appointment today for my sore toof. It really wasn’t hurting too bad today, but I needed an appointment for my checkup and cleaning anyway. They took an x-ray and it turns out I have a dieing nerve under my crown. Of course, it is the cusp that sticks out the most; that is, when I bite down it makes contact before any other teeth or cusps.

I have an appointment with the endodontist (or some other perverse word) tomorrow for a (probable) root canal. As I’m in town (Bloomington-Normal; yes, my dentist is an hour away) for my book discussion group I came by the Coffehouse for a decent veggie dinner beforehand. I just ate an egg salad sandwich (soft, right?) and now my freakin’ tooth is killing me! I mean WTF? Egg salad. Not steak. Egg salad! As much as I’m averse to a root canal I am currently looking forward to having this stupid dieing nerve ripped from my body tomorrow.

I am not looking forward to driving over here and back again tomorrow, though. Nor to filling my gas tank repeatedly. *sigh*  And we won’t begin to discuss how all this dental crap is going to get paid for.
We are discussing two books that I read months ago back in the summer, both Czech.

The Joke – Milan Kundera

Love and Garbage – Ivan Klíma

Sorry for the amazon links but Open Worldcat failed me.  I don’t have time to wade through screens of completely irrelevant hits, beginning with this.

Anyway, despite the Oww! I’m off to discuss Czech literature.  Oh, and falling behind at work and school and home and life in general thanks to this new little blessing of a bad nerve.  Even my own nerves on getting on my “last nerve” lately!

“Things can only get better.  Things can only get better. Things …”

the Hermit

Found at LibraryTavern

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Hmmm? And why is that damn v-word always coming up?

Comment on Washtub’s post

Yes sir, gotta say the rooming worked out well!

Very happy to hear that I’m “an incredibly interesting and easy-going roommate” because I was afeared that I might be “talking you to death” once or twice.  :)

I’m posting this comment here instead of at washtublibrarian because I’m not getting a Blogger account just to make comments, even at my friend’s places.
Shoutouts to be forthcoming…

How I will die

Found at LibraryTavern.

How Will I Die QuizHow Will I Die QuizYou will die at the age of 67You will die quietly in your sleep the day after winning the 500 million dollar lottery jackpot

Find out how you will die at Quizopolis.com

Quizopolis

Sounds about right to me.

If only I had gotten the same answer as Liz I might have some hope in the world. But then it might also mean I’d have to wait 30 years. Gah!

By the way, I’ve been posting a lot less quizzes lately because I’ve been getting such stupid answers that even I couldn’t make fun of them, or they were just stupid (for me) quizzes. In other words, they had questions that I just couldn’t/wouldn’t answer; things like “Would you do prefer A or B?” when I would not do either.

And why is that quiz writers appear to be so illiterate? Yes, I realize that one may have a fairly self-evident answer.

ASIS&T 2006, Monday

The I-School Movement (SIG/ED)

This panel was, from my point of view, pretty darn boring. It was composed of deans (or close) of several I-schools and one non-I-school dean. The questions were a bit more lively, but by then I was fully engrossed in uploading pictures to flickr, checking email, etc.

I ended up not going to the next session, which actually sounded very interesting, Forgetting and (Not) Forgotten in the Digital Future (SIG/HFIS). Instead, I sat outside and got to know my new friend, Jenn. Was a far better use of my time, methinks.

I had lunch with Sandy Roe (ISU) at the wonderful cafe, Las Manitas, on Congress Ave. After lunch, I went to what was supposed to be the Education Committee meeting to see if I could get involved. Only four people showed up, and none were honchos of any sort, so there was no meeting in the end.

Next up was, Philosophy and Information Science: The Basics (SIG/HFIS) with Don Fallis (U of AZ), Jonathan Furner (UCLA), Kay Mathiesen (U of AZ), and Allen Renear (UIUC).

Fallis‘ presentation was on “Applying Epistemology to Information Policy Decisions.” Info is available here.

Next up was Jonathan Furner on “The ontology of works.”

Mathiesen spoke about Information Ethics. She views freedom of expression as senseless without access to the expression. Her claim is that, “Information itself is not valuable, access to information can be valuable.” That value can be positive or negative, and it can be either inherently or instrumentally valuable, or disvaluable. Agreed.

Allen spoke next about “Ontology and Information Science” and was arguing for a naive ontology. Check.

These were all very interesting talks. One way to tell is due to the lack of notes taken. It is called listening and processing or, at least, trying to listen and process.

I tried going to Toward a General Approach to Information Organization (SIG/CR) but I was completely wiped at this point and couldn’t much concentrate so I went out to the poster sessions instead.

I am glad that I did as I was able to witness the event that led to the founding of SIG-TAG, “So, let’s talk about tagging” by June Abbas and Jennifer Graham of University of Buffalo, SUNY. This poster was interactive in that people were asked to participate by tagging either the poster, or tagging some photos they had that could then be added around the perimeter of the poster. Here is my other tagging efforts; footnoting as tagging. I even got tagged! And I even caught Allen Renear tagging a bit later in the day.

After this I went to the Standards Committee meeting. This meeting was also sparsely attended, but both the outgoing (Gail Thornburg, OCLC) and incoming (Marcia Zeng, Kent State) chairs were present. I’m not positive but I think I got myself on this committee, which was the point after all.

In the evening I went to dinner with a great group of people [not everyone] to the Rio Grande restaurant. This was, in fact, the birth of SIG-TAG.

Veterans Day

Veterans Day 2006

Today is a very special day. I hope you do more than treat it as simply another sale day as much of our culture has.

Take a moment to talk to a veteran. Ask them about their stories. Thank them. Give them the hug they may badly need. Take a moment to consider the homeless. Look into the statistics regarding the numbers of homeless who are vets. Visit a VA hospital. Encourage them (especially our older vets) to record their story for posterity.

Here are a couple resources to get you started. VA Veterans Day page. LOC Veterans History Project. A simple search on “veterans day” in your favorite search engine will turn up many others.

Please do not thank me, at least not unless you have worked a bit harder to thank others who have given far more than me. [Thank you Jenny and you are welcome!]

The ultimate thanks would be to help turn this country into what it can be. And, please, let’s not send any more children to war unless absolutely necessary.

What price would you pay for the freedoms of your neighbors?

Words.

Words (and titles) can be very important. As a philosopher and Army “lifer,” I would certainly argue no less. They can also get in the way of that which is truly important.

cuz some day you are going to get hungry
and eat most of the words you just said — ani difranco

On the way home from ASIS&T 2006, someone introduced themselves to me (yes, I know who they are!) and we got to talking. They said they had recently filled a job that I was perfect for. But when they found out I was getting my CAS instead of another MS (or a PhD) they cautioned me, saying that it might well not count many places, to include theirs. I would be unqualified for tenure based on my “certificate.”

Truthfully, I knew this before I ever applied for the CAS. I had been warned by others that some (most?) places may well not accept it as a 2nd degree. I am willing to accept that. I don’t like it, but I accept it. So for those in positions of power at other institutions who will not accept my CAS in lieu of a 2nd Masters, I have one polite request.

Please come up to me and tell me that I am perfect for a job you have, but that I do not qualify due to the name of my degree. Please, do us both this favor!

It will save me from applying for your job, and it will save you a few minutes weeding me out from your pool. Even if you have a very small pool like this person mentioned you will not want me “wasting” your time.

Now that the politeness is out of the way, let me say that this is one of the stupidest things I have ever heard in my life. And, remember, I spent over 20 years in the Army. Lots of stupid stuff heard there over the years.

In this conversation, it was the “C” word, certificate, that was clearly denigrated. It could be heard in their voice. Why? What is it about the name/title of the degree that matters? It will be from an ALA-accredited library school. It will be 40 hours. I sat on a search committee once where one of the applicants had a certificate that I questioned. Everyone else on the committee just sort of assumed that it was like the one I’m getting and that is accepted at that institution. But it wasn’t; it was a 12 hour certificate. Now, I have no problem with that, but it did not meet our requirement for a 2nd Masters (or equivalent).

This person was encouraging me to get a 2nd Masters or a PhD and to not “waste” my time on this certificate. They seemed like a nice enough person, but lazy bigots like that really piss me off. I have absolutely no (real) need for a 2nd Masters. Or, as I prefer, I am getting one that just happens to have a different title.

Let’s review the situation:

I am intending to go into information organization: cataloging, classification, metadata, and other assorted classificatory structures. I want to help catalogers stuck in the 19th century and rabid Semantic Web types stuck in their (unattainable) dreams realize and find that there truly is a middle ground and value in both views.

A 2nd Masters in sociology, English, … , or what is supposed to better prepare me for this? I guess one might argue for more philosophy, linguistics, anthropology or another discipline that feeds into cognitive science. But I have plenty of formal education in these areas. I have a decent grasp of their literatures and could dive back in at any point. In fact, I do, often. Would any of these better prepare me to provide for intelligent organization of information? Possibly. But certainly not better than actually spending a full 40 hours of my 2nd degree learning this area in depth and breadth!

As for a PhD. I do not need, nor want, a PhD. I have no desire to formally teach at the higher ed level. At my age, there is one thing I do know about myself, and that is that I would probably never finish the dissertation. So why should I set myself up failure? My interests are far too broad to go that deep. Do not mistake me. I often ask dissertation level questions. I even go a good ways towards answering them for myself. But by the time I get a good broad grasp of the question and its possible answers I have become interested in something else. I stay interested in the “original” question, but not to the depth required to write a dissertation.

I am, in fact, a habitually probing generalist. [See Palmer, CL. "Structures and strategies of interdisciplinary science." JASIS 50(3): 242-253, 1999.] I am a perpetual footnote chaser. I check people’s citations. You used who/what to justify this? This is supposed to be support for your argument? For me, the world is far too interesting to go down the path of ultra-specialized “expertise.”

As for formal hours in the higher ed classroom, let’s do everyone a favor and not count. I already have far more hours than most anyone I have ever met. By the time I finish my CAS I’ll have over 300 semester hours of formal higher education with most of it focused on philosophy, applied computer science, cognitive science, psychology, sociology and anthropology, and library and information science. So, yeah, I can see how I need another Masters degree to do what I want to do in this field.

Again, please do me a favor if your institution attaches such utter significance to the titles of degrees. Tell me so I will not waste my time or yours when I start applying for jobs. Because God forbid you actually get someone fully, formally, credentially prepared for your position.

Words. They are important. Sometimes. Sometimes they are simply a crutch.

Owww!

For the past day or so I’ve had a slight nagging ache in my jaw on the right side. The back half of today it has blossomed into a full-fledged pain centered on the crown in the top. There is a lesser pain a tooth or so in front of that on the bottom, but that might just be an “echo” of sorts. I took a bunch of ibuprofen a while ago and now my stomach is upset.

I am tiring, tired of myself, and lonely. No doubt pain is the answer, I’m guessing.

I’m thinking of watching a movie and putting something in my stomach to quell the unease. If only there was something to quell the existential unease….

I’m having a hard time deciding on what to watch. Punch-Drunk Love seems appropriate for the mood, but I’ve watched it “lately.” Better than Chocolate or The Incredibles maybe? They are both suitably punishing in their own loveliness. Things aren’t yet bad enough for American Beauty.

“I don’t know if there is anything wrong because I don’t know how other people are.” [Barry in P-D L]

Oh, the hell with it! Maybe I’ll try a different tack for once. Amélie, it is.

“Life’s funny. To a kid, time always drags. Suddenly you’re fifty. All that’s left of your childhood fits in a little rusty box.” Dominique Bretodeau. Amélie.

Theoretical topics in FRBR (SIG/CR)

After an edible lunch and good conversation at the Iron Cactus with Kathryn LaBarre (my advisor) and Emanuele Quintarelli (Accenture Italy SPA, Rome), I went to the Theoretical topics in FRBR session.

[Why were so many people told the Iron Cactus was good and authentic Tex-Mex? Twas neither particularly good nor authentic. It was pricey and slooow.]

I was about 10 minutes late thanks to the slow service at lunch. Allen Renear (UIUC) was up (why not Yunseon?) and talking about alternatives to Platonism in FRBR, that is about conceptualism (FRBRoo) and nominalism (Svenonius, 2000, chap. 3).

Jonathan Furner (UCLA) was next and talked about “The ontology of subjects of works.” In other words, it was about FRBR Group 3 entities )concept, object, event, place) and the Group 1 and 2 entities that got sent to the Group W (er, 3) bench. Something in my brain gets all warm and fuzzy when I hear someone ask, “What does it mean to say that p is about z?” This, of course, leads to other wonderful questions, such as, “What is the logical nature of the relationship between a proposition p and the thing that p is (said to be) “about”? and “What is the ontological nature of the thing that p is (said to be) “about”? And, yes, for those of you cringing out there, the answers do have implications in the world.

Next up was Jerome (Jerry) McDonough (UIUC) asking the question, “Is a METS file a bibliographic record and, if so, for what?” His answer was, “Yes, but not a particularly good one.”

In the early evening was the Welcome Reception and SIG Rush. After that, I hung out in the hotel bar with my new friends Jenn (UB) and Nicole (FSU).

[Scott, please do her right.]